that was a dumb thing to write a blog about.
haha, i'll answer my question, because that boy definitely ended up falling into the "no good" category, because he acted sketchy.
i'd really like to refuse being one of those girls who is jaded by her romantic failures, but i'm not. by the time i end up letting go of someone i was kind of digging, i'm almost relieved. they always end up doing something unbearable for me, and i thank God i got out (eventually, sometimes.) but i have gotten tired of dead ends in general. i'm glad the deadbeats dead end (teehee.), but i'd love to fall in love again.
but this time, i want to fall in love and when i'm done having starry eyes, i'd like to still choose to love that person--ie. i want to find the person i will one day eventually marry.
i've already fallen in love with falling in love once. i've been boy crazy. i've indulged most all things i've wanted to in my life. now i'm ready for the real work. my slate is clean, and i have room in my life for that kind of relationship. & now after many years, i have the knowledge to make it work. i may sound too confident, but i just know.
so when my future husband has that "just knows" feeling and things start unfolding, you'll believe this silly little blog.
anyway, that's enough of my overly zealous thoughts on life today. :)
- erin whatley
- two-two-niine, Georgia, United States
- i never thought it would be hard to fit a nut into a nutshell, but here's a go at what i'm about. foremost, i know, love and follow the Lord. i'm a wild card. i enjoy being alone as much as i enjoy other people. i eat up anything art-related. i'm an only child. i have a BBA in Marketing & an AA in Fine Arts. i'm the marketing and PR gal for Stewbos group, a job i truly love. i do this part-time, and the rest of the time i'm a stay at home wife/mama to Justin and Vayda. i itch to travel and i delight at learning new things. you'll find i'm neurotic, intellectual, honest and somewhat naive. i'm open and compassionate, yet paradoxically hard on myself. my biggest fear is succumbing to cynicism, and my greatest joy is experiencing growth. my idol is willy wonka, because i never want to grow up. i sing and dance my way through the day. I believe the best ones are full of giggles. i think blogging is rather self-indulgent. writing about my thoughts feels selfish, yet i enjoy the exploration it brings. thanks for stopping by.
