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i never thought it would be hard to fit a nut into a nutshell, but here's a go at what i'm about. foremost, i know, love and follow the Lord. i'm a wild card. i enjoy being alone as much as i enjoy other people. i eat up anything art-related. i'm an only child. i have a BBA in Marketing & an AA in Fine Arts. i'm the marketing and PR gal for Stewbos group, a job i truly love. i do this part-time, and the rest of the time i'm a stay at home wife/mama to Justin and Vayda. i itch to travel and i delight at learning new things. you'll find i'm neurotic, intellectual, honest and somewhat naive. i'm open and compassionate, yet paradoxically hard on myself. my biggest fear is succumbing to cynicism, and my greatest joy is experiencing growth. my idol is willy wonka, because i never want to grow up. i sing and dance my way through the day. I believe the best ones are full of giggles. i think blogging is rather self-indulgent. writing about my thoughts feels selfish, yet i enjoy the exploration it brings. thanks for stopping by.

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Birthday

i hope it doesn't suck.
a super good day would be refreshing.
i'm not expecting much though.
that never seems to work.

that's all i've got. i enjoyed the futurenow thing tonight. interesting.
i liked the people who were in charge of it.
it's really awesome seeing people from a small town doing big, amazing things.
it's empowering.

i learned a lot tonight.
a lot that i just can't put into words.
except, i do want to learn sign language.
i feel like God spoke to me about it tonight.
i know that sounds weird, but i'll give you more details after i pray and figure it out more.

life is complicated.
i like it like that.
i like knowing i'll never figure it out.
it's nice giving up control.
and yes, he is fun; i enjoyed it.
but i enjoy this too. it's my heart.

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