so, i'm a schemer, eh? well, you're a dreamer.
doing the right thing is always the hardest. & you know that. you're just pissed you didn't get the honest idea first. i felt led to make a difference the best way i could, instead of getting lower & lower in a petty little pit of nothing helpful.
Ugh.
Dont't sit here and analyze my actions when there's nothing deeper than truth there, sweetie.
Not everyone has ulterior motives of mountain top friendships, cracking the whip and dellusional romances.
Sometimes, people want trust, love, fun.
Rarely, do they seek tears, worry, secrets.
Always, people want truth.
If I were trying to climb my way to the top, then I wouldn't waste my time on our friendship. Which is how it's become--A waste of time, because I can't trust you. In a freaking crisis is when the truth comes out, my friend, and you ditched to save yourself & started taking other people down with you.
Get real.
Quit with the sympathy act.
Quit with the lies.
Quit with the tears.
Just quit.
People who can't trust can't be trusted.
And P.S. here is the rest of how i feel: i fuhreaking love YOU. you remind me of everything good about all the rest of my closest friends i've lost.
You #2: i am just plain addicted to you. We are way a lot alike & we make the best team. I hope it stays that way.
You #3: there isn't much to say besides wow.
You #4: you give me a work out because you are so fun.
you #5: everytime i'm with you, it's too much fun.
you #6: we're weird, but i like it. i wouldn't trade it. i love all of my freaking friends. and i'm glad i know who to trust. i feel trust with the six of you like crazy.
- erin whatley
- two-two-niine, Georgia, United States
- i never thought it would be hard to fit a nut into a nutshell, but here's a go at what i'm about. foremost, i know, love and follow the Lord. i'm a wild card. i enjoy being alone as much as i enjoy other people. i eat up anything art-related. i'm an only child. i have a BBA in Marketing & an AA in Fine Arts. i'm the marketing and PR gal for Stewbos group, a job i truly love. i do this part-time, and the rest of the time i'm a stay at home wife/mama to Justin and Vayda. i itch to travel and i delight at learning new things. you'll find i'm neurotic, intellectual, honest and somewhat naive. i'm open and compassionate, yet paradoxically hard on myself. my biggest fear is succumbing to cynicism, and my greatest joy is experiencing growth. my idol is willy wonka, because i never want to grow up. i sing and dance my way through the day. I believe the best ones are full of giggles. i think blogging is rather self-indulgent. writing about my thoughts feels selfish, yet i enjoy the exploration it brings. thanks for stopping by.
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